WEAVE THE THREAD OF LOVE

I have for years been telling and living a truth that says to LOVE NO MATTER WHAT.... as the global events have been focused on fear I have moreso taken myself from that which honors and spreads fear.  I spend my time in gratitude and love , sending love to all and being a beacon of light for all.  I  know  that as i love and be love that my energy field shall be a beacon of love that all those who pass through my energy field are passing through love  and if they allow a touch or a hug they are receiving a transfusion of love and when they hear the voice the energy of love is magnified... I choose to live love in every action and deed ... to be love on all levels...

In this time judgment should be eliminated and forgiveness put in its place for as we all know that there is an energy that those we are judging feels and it magnifies that which we judge ... also know with in your self when someone judges you and you are conscious of it how you react ... sometime not in the highest order ...

We can heal the world one at a time ... let us be ... a thread of love weaving the world with Love Light.

Let us touch one on one and be the light that heals in our every day life. ... Let love, laughter, joy of being , be our mantra.  Let us not be so serious in our spirituality.  Let us be joyful in our moments .   Let this joyful love pass through us to each one we pass, touch or speak to.

 Know that this love will pass though us and even touch all of creation that we are one with ... weave the thread of love

We should dissolve the principle of fear in all our lives and not allow this energy to drain our being nor the planet any longer ... transmute it ... change it ... erase it ... know that light shining bright cleans and removes the shadow in every corner ... do not allow this energy to be fed any longer ... cut it off ... allow it not to have any more of you time or energy ... let not fear be your guide any longer ... let love be your guide do things out of love ... no longer do or focus on issues out of fear ... letting fear guide your direction ... let love be your guide do what you love and joy prosperity and happiness will be your gift ... not only to you but to the many ... see that the vibration of love flows through all you do ... just this small action will do greater deeds than you can imagine...

There is so much more to say ... but for now i will leave you with this ... make your choice ... be the thread of love ... or be the thread of fear ... your choice...

START THE DAY NEW

We must ...Start each day clean, leaving behind yesterday's emotions, and programs that does not honor the love we are, like the rising sun, starting a new day, we must also start New... Each new day unlike any other, on to which we can plant anything we desire! What do we desire? Would be good to reflect before getting out of bed... make a choice...commune with the Divine... then arise.... or touch another, make the choice before speaking to another... your heart felt desire, honoring self first and the goodness of the new day.... planting the seed, of your new garden grown with love ....Do this for you. Do this for Love.... Do this for the planet... it all starts with One Heart in Love. So it’s our choice what we choose to plant in our life Love, Joy, Happiness with laughter or planting the weed seeds of fear, anger, resentment, stresses of others and weaknesses we cannot change at the moment .... worrying about the issues of others added to our own and the world.... why not just send love to that which cannot be personally changed, let go of the worry and move forward in your life ... your personal life, in which you have the power to create from your choices... in each moment NOW AND SENDING LOVE LIGHT TO ALL CREATION.

You are the beginning of the change for the world, You are the atom that touches others hearts, be the power of love, be the instrument of love, be that which will change the world for the better, YOUR ONE HEART IN THIS MOMENT OF LOVE....

Do this every morning and in every moment... and see your life change ... see the world change...

Do not be the instrument that sends one more dark image, thought or stroke of paint on the fear filled world... be the one who paints love... spreads love, be the light, that joins other lights...

AND SO IT IS IN THIS MOMENT OF LOVE... I SEND THIS LIGHT TO YOU

STORMS

Storms come and go, We are blessed even if we do not acknowledge it, for every storm is a Cleansing. The storms in our life and the storms of nature. If we only have eyes to see and the heart to understand one would see how beautiful and clean everything is after the cleansing of nature. Yes things sometimes get over turned yet if we really knew how important it is, nutrients being spread, leave...s cleaned, natures movement even the lightning balances the earth when it strikes the ground (scientific data shows this) the burned charcoal of a burned forest fire set by nature, has been prooven to purify the earth and then the forest so that the new grows stronger, the burnt wood now charcoal, cleansing.

When we have a personal storm in our life, when we have an emotional upheaval after a while when we look at our life we will see that that personal storm was a good thing, causing a change in our self in some way. Now if we are in awareness and see it with loving eyes we will see that we have been moved to a change that will benefit IF WE ALLOW... if we go back to old patterns that caused the upheavel, we will create another storm with simular lessons... if we learn and are grateful we walk away clean and ready for the next step of love, Rather than sitting in a broken home feeling like a victom, we see the damage and start moving to a positive change, either moving from the house / situation or re modeling... turning the damage into a true gift of joy rather than lamentation... CHOICES

Relationship

Love in Relationships

Unconditional Love

Forgiveness (Matthew 5:25)

Understanding

 Communication

Compromise

Growth

Awareness of each others qualities

Two have come together as One

Yet you are two,

One garden,

 One Essence Rose,

One Essence Carnation,

 Side by side,

 Loving the qualities of each other .

 Admiring and loving

Yet neither should want the other to change to be other than who they are,

 Each has its own uniqueness

that gives the color and fragrance to the garden,

 To be loved and nurtured in its own. 

Should the Rose try to change the Carnation to be a Rose,

 No

 The beauty and the awe,

is the difference and also the compromises  one makes in order to live in harmony .

 Be willing to change,

Change is the essence of life.

Everything changes and grows,

 So to grow and love and honor the growth of each other,

 Neither being jealous or controlling,

To manipulate the other to remain the same,

Never stunting growth,

Always honoring that which is good,

Always walking with God as the Crown in the relationship,

The Sun so shines it’s Love on everyone in the Garden

Each receiving it’s own share of Glory,

To it’s own growth and power

and so too

grows the love

ever increasing

its fragrance

blessing all

who

beholds its beauty.

 
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Lessons Judging a childhood

I  have been blessed these days to heal issues that were very  painful, to heal and see what each of my siblings have been carrying for years.  We each have a different story for we each experienced our pain differently.  Each had moments worse than the other, and some better.  WE did not talk to each other much as children nor as adults. 

 

Our life went separate ways and rarely meeting each other, and the pain of our childhood always the shadow not seen and always constant in our lives.  Keeping us away from each other.  Buttons would be pushed and off to our corner we fled.  Surviving the best we could.

 

We found each other again. And in our Joy of coming together I bought up a subject I was not aware would cause pain in my brother and sister.  And out from the shadows of our heart came all the pain and judgement.  Long forgotten memories and pains, too aweful for anyone even our selves to remember.  Here we were AGAIN LETTING THE PAST BRING PAIN TO THE NOW. 

 

We got through it, through it with LOVE, patience and facing the truth. However much was learned ...especially about Choices and how we hold onto pain of the past that hurt the NOW

The wisdom of my sister Linda, put our issue so beautifully ... the past is the past and we should not let IT desturb our NOW.

So now that we have seen felt and faced STUFF buried deep and forgotten or unknown ect. It is time to let go of that and live our new life in Love. We are adults now well over 40 :-D and it is time to live in our current time, to share our life NOW to walk with each other in Gratitude and Love. Sharing the hidden treasures that are our garden that we created from the compost pile of our past. Sharing the treasure that we have found and created from the treasures we DID find in our childhood... the gifts we got because of that experience.

My hun says all the time we create our own reality... and i say we did darn well with the seeds we carried in our pockets, with the yarn and material Linda found, with the tools and soil Steve found and me with my words and counsel and healings I have done, and I have been blessed to do emotional and physical healing (using the herbal knowledge or clues Grandma taught me and the gifts of Spirit God gave me) we have been blessed. And I see although each of us have had our share of pain, as adults we continued to learn and become better for it, and having a STRONG CONNECTION WITH GOD... AS IF GOD HAS HAD US IN HIS HANDS ALL ALONG... PROTECTING, LOVING , TEACHING....

NOW saying all that

i wish to say...

we were children ANY THING DONE IN THE PAST was done by children... IN PAIN ... do you know how children act up when they are in pain and in need... they get mean and they do things to get attention... they get mischievous, they get destructive...all crying out for LOVE ... acting out against who ever is there

We each have our shadows

We each acted up... I am grateful to know what i did.... for i have seen my report card of my life, that i started off one way and CHOSE ANOTHER... choosing Love instead of the self destructive anger and ways of my childhood

i left it all behind... we were children

do we judge a child forever ... and blame an adult for the child mis action

yes humanity does and it is sad how many people have been condemned because of an act as a child... I have learned a lot these days....and in my life I have held resentments and lost much quality time with family due to an action of our childhood.  What a waste of time and the gift of love lost ...however we have the NOW and the now is full of gifts once we let go of STUFF and embrace the gifts that life has to offer in Love

We were children and as teenager ...as well how many teens do you know make great decisisons... i appologize for leaving you behind Linda... I did not know you loved me or wanted to be with me... as you said we were separated by something that kept feeding us against each other...

No worries we cannot change the past...

We are here in the NOW and the now is all that matters

we are no longer children

our life

our choices

begin NOW

 

Loosing friendships and still loving

I had an issue and still do not understand how it happen. Meanwhile although I do not know nor understand how a friend could turn and walk away. I choose to Love no matter what.
I live my life so that I constantly check to see am I doing the best I can? Am I walking my talk? Am I choosing Love? And always I choose love. Even when I hurt I choose love. I may get angry. I may get hurt. And I get hurt often because well I am sensitive, a little too sensitive however I still choose to be me for I choose love.
So although I lost a dear friend I still love. Although I was hurt, I still love.
I lick my wounds and allow healing, then get up and play again.
so I am playing
I am rejoicing
I am Grateful for life and learning.
I am Grateful for even the pain for I have learned from it.
I am Grateful for having the time I had with this friend for we grew.
I know that life brings people in for a reason and sometimes it is for a long time. But for however long it is, let there always be love.
So much to be Grateful for.
And I move forward to the next moment of Love and Celebration
No regrets
Just Gratitude
Just Love

It's Been a Long Time

What a life!!! Roller coaster ride, ups and downs, fears, doubts, angers, happiness, sickness, wars, gossip... whoo all that stuff that can throw you off.

I have been on a roller coaster ride since coming back from California. Missing family balancing with my new life here in Australia, feeling out of place.

Then one day I woke up, feeling grateful, however with a different swing I had to wake myself up from my emotional sleep for I was numb with all the conflicting emotions that had poored around me, that had consumned me.

I looked outside and saw my beautiful lemon tree, and my meditation garden, looked at the blue sky with fluffy clouds, heard the birds cooing (those beautiful doves that keep making a nest in the flower baskets, they are so funny choosing designer nest in the baskets we have hanging with artificial flowers) watched birds in the bird bath on the pateo splashing as the other bird shook its feathers, all feeling thier special type of gratitude.

I watched and realized AGAIN how blessed I am, I have eyes to see all this beauty. I have ears to hear and a heart to feel. I am healthy and I live in a beautiful home in beautiful Queensland.

I woke up from my sleep that had me like a zombie or rather auto pilot where I was not feeling fully myself. When I woke up I realized I was not fully present in Love, I was existing.

Wow How could I just exist... I am living a magical life!!! Yet I started to see the lack, and as all of us do sometime, started the "what if " song, I started to see the missing rather than the gifts.

Waking up I decided to see all my pluses and be in gratitude in my every moment NOW. What a difference!!!

Being grateful for everything starting with the smallest wonder to the greatest.

So I broke the hypnosis of lack of feeling ... auto pilot... just existing... and I am NOW alive in the NOW and CELEBRATING MY EVERY MOMENT NOW!!!

I have learned from this event, I have taken responsibility for my thoughts that lead to the actions which lead to my negative feelings... I was not seeing with the eyes of love nor was I feeling ... I had allowed my being homesick to interfer with the discovery and the gift of my new home. I had blocked many gifts without realizing it.

I am very Grateful that I made the choice to wake up and take responsibility

I am Grateful for everything

And if I keep making choices to be in gratitude and love in all I do, I will never sleep walk again... this is what I choose.